Why not Just become a stronger man!?!

Caught an article link on twitter. It’s funny I follow the person who originally post this article because I have a huge crush on smart and powerful women and she is an MIT grad, and fellow technologist so my crush is huge 🙂

I want my lady to have the intellect to put mine in it’s place everyday of the week and twice on Sunday. I would be fine with that because it would always be a constant challenge because as open minded as i am, or at least as I pretend to be my ego is huge and I would defend it with my dieing breath. I love my inner Kanye West and you should love yours too. My inner Kanye keeps me honest because I am going let you finish but only after i have done my research and know more then you do about whatever you are talking about. I hate to be the only one in the room without the answer that means two things

1. I am a jerk.

2. I did the work.

anyway back to my thoughts on the article why would a women have to hide her successes to make her mate feel more like a men or even a positive contributor. That is so much bullshit, why should let you pay because it makes you feel better today, knowing you can’t afford it tomorrow. First of all there are so many ways to contribute in a relationship if you have low dough for some reason i am sure you can find another why to contribute. Equality is a myth in relationships rarely are things equal, it’s more like a rhythm a flow you have to learn to dance too. Make sure you have a good dance partner. A partner that can listen, and speak open and honestly.

where do they make these dudes. You think i would waste my mates valuable time asking her to cater to my ego. It’s my ego and i can cater to it just fine. First if my lady is making more then me, my first thought is what the fuck am i doing. I know for sure I don’t got time to be feeling sensitive about it, I got grinding to do. Listen my huge ego opens me up to all kinds of criticisms but lack of work effort won’t be one of them. I find these sensitive ego-light thugs need hugs, they are all hiding the fact that they need to do better for themselves and using their mates success are an excuse is so wack.

When I pay for my lady’s dinner the only thing i am trying to say to her is I got you baby, i appreciate you and the times she does the same for me I hope she is saying that same, otherwise she can skip it. My ego will be ok, it’s self healing.

Men should be just that Men, and when your game is not working fix your shit, solve the equation and show your work, you will get an easy A, she wants to give you an A, but if you don’t show up for class she has to fail your ass.

-Digital

Thinking…

I have been thinking about the times when we were together and there was no drama

and you would try to open up to me and I may not have gotten what you were trying to say

and i am not sure if it was my ego or my pride that wouldn’t allow me to acknowledge what you were trying to say

but please believe since the day i met you i have always listen to your heart and what i can hear.

I am just a man and I don’t get right all the time, but i try.

When you came into my life you were still a girl, but you grow up and became a women on me, and sometimes even i had to play catch up.

but i never stopped listening and loving you, I have always loved you for you, the good and the bad.

It has taken me a while to understand what that means but I hope that you can forgive me for my short coming and see the simple man that stands before you, the man that loves the real you with all his heart.

I hope you can find that man worth of your precious love.

-Digital

Good Will Hunting …

Finally Came up on this joints, took me a minutes I am a new transplant to the ATL, so I was not up on the hot spots to catch kicks that you can’t get at your local footlooker, Thankfully
ATL’s Wish came thru for me. They are pretty close to me so I stopped thru looking for the Air Force 1’s High Hiker They had them but not my size 😦 . But luckily I noticed these joints i was looking for for a minute.

Thanks to wish for my joints I will be running thru there a lot I see.

Broken Mirrors

Real friends always have the ability to call you on your
BullShit, when you need a sit your ass down moment.  That is what happened to me today. I was
complaining about a problem I have been having lately.  After I got over my ego being bruised I realized
that I needed to step up more and take more responsibility for my actions.  I have been working on this more and more,
but my conversation made me see how much work I have yet to do, its funny cause
I had pretty much already come to the same conclusion a few days ago, but it
was just having my shit called out made me mad and then I directly my anger at
the true target, myself.  I have so much more
to learn about things going on around me and the things going on within
me.    

 

I have to deal with these pesky demons that plague me, and
try to put my broken life back together. 
I guess hiding in the gym everyday doesn’t really cover it either, can’t
build anything on a faulty foundation. So I struggle on trying to find the real
me inside this house of cards that I have become.  I hope all that matter can bear with me till I
get my shit together.

 

I know I am not perfect; I am stubborn, arrogant, and just
all too full of myself.  I am pretty much
what I am I needed to be to get alone in this world, but that doesn’t excuse my
sins.   I am working on things, so I apologize in
advance for all the people who have to put up with me.

I Have A PHD in Horribleness

Am I am the only person in love with Dr. Horribles sing along blog.  I don’t think so and I surely hope not.

Its so awesome, Some many great lines, I will be laughing for sometime to come

Do yourself a favorite and check it out.  Dr Horribleness..   

For the record, i will now like to be refered to as BADHORSE, The thoroughbred  Of Sin!